Feeling wishy-washy

Two more days until I meet with Dr. Naaman!

I have been so damn wishy-washy about the surgery this weekend. I think that I am feeling some stress about it since it is seeming more real. I know in my heart it's the right thing to do and I want to do it, but I've seen some website about loose skin and health problems that have scared me to death. UGH!

I know God will lead me down the right path....